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See Clearly
02:10
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I can’t defeat these walls around me
I’ll find I won’t
In time I won’t
I can’t complete this feeling
Besides I won’t
In time I hope
That when I’m all alone and think I’ve worked it out
That only you and I would have to talk it out
Instead of being all alone and in my doubt
We lost our honestly, I think I tossed it away
I can’t pretend this isn’t me
All I want is to see clearly
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Waiting
03:15
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I think I wanna stop and wait
I think I’d rather sit around all day
I wanna see your face
But the distance between us is getting in the way
What were we thinking
We’ve only ever lived in two different states
I guess Ill take the train
But I’m usually alone, awake and wondering
Waiting for life to start for things be complete
When everyone wants you down
When everyone is only thinking of themselves not once putting anyone before themselves
I won’t stop waiting
For everyone to chill out for everyone to stop and look around
I think we should stop and wait
I never really thought that I would need some space
But I’ll drop everything, I can’t sit around and find my place
When everyone wants you down
When everyone is only thinking of themselves not once putting anyone before themselves
I can’t stop waiting
For everyone to chill out everyone to stop and look around
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3. |
Out of Place
03:44
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I thought about talking it out
But what’s the point you’re not around
I thought about talking it out
But I can’t get a hold of you and
You don’t even listen close enough
So I wont be the right one to try and reach you now
But I’ll be the only one
I’ll be right there when you fall
I’ll be the lonely one
The one who waits for your call
The one who, who will wait around
I thought about talking it out
But I can’t even get to you so
I won’t be the right one anymore
Because we don’t think the same way and I’m so out of place
I’ll be the only one
I’ll be right here when you fall
I’ll be the lonely one
The one who waits for your call
You say that you’re changed now
But what are you living for
Don’t expect me to calm down
Look what you’re letting go
(I’ll be the one I’ll be the one to wait for you
I’ll be the one I’ll be the one to wait)
You say you’ve changed now
But what are you living for
I know it’s hard now
But there could be so much more
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4. |
Make Yourself at Home
02:52
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Take off your shoes and make yourself at home
Help yourself out and let everything go
You know you want to you know you want to now
Won’t you calm down
Let it out we can talk it out but you won’t slow it down and now the room starts the room starts spinning around
It’s a waste when we both choke up on every word but you say that’s okay the world keeps spinning the world keeps spinning away
You’re finding your way out now
You’re finding your way
Keep going your own way now
As the car pass I think to my how long will this last
As my thoughts pass I know I’ll never move to fast
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5. |
Growing Pains
02:59
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I’ll wait for the air to change
So I can go outside and burry my feelings
This ice will melt the sky’s will fall
Each day is getting shorter I can’t get handle it all,
There hasn’t been emotion this fall
Each day is getting shorter I can’t handle it all
I’ll wait for the snow to fall
So I can ignore your phone calls
And I’ll wait for the weather
Maybe it will make me feel better
When they fall down
When they fall down
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6. |
This Pattern
03:51
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Everyone around me seems to stop and think about
Every little thing that didn’t happen quite like they wanted instead of trying
Everyone around me really needs to figure out
Why they can’t stop wanting someone else’s life
Instead of just being happy with what they got
But I do it too in no way am I any better than you
How could I have let this happen
I do it too I wanna find a way out of this pattern I do
I just wanna be myself
And that’s not the way that I wanna be so I’ll stop
You can’t help but notice everyone around you doesn’t seem to be paying attention
But I do it too in no way am I and better than you
How could I have let this happen
I do it too I wanna find a way out of this pattern I do
I just wanna be myself
And that’s not the way that I wanna be so I’ll stop
Don’t think about me that no
Don’t think about me strange
Don’t think about me that way no
Don’t make me to blame
"And we’ll l travel so far away, that I will, never come back to this place" -Erik Brennan <3
But I do it too in no way am I and better than you
How could I have let this happen
I do it too I wanna find a way out of this pattern I do
I just wanna be myself
And that’s not the way that I wanna be so I’ll cut it out
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7. |
Freeport
03:57
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Let’s talk it out
What are you scared about
You could come on down
Or I could go up because
We’re only a train ride away you said
We’re only a train ride away
We are only a train ride away
You keep forgetting that you and I are in different states
Over a FaceTime you looked at yourself crying
You told me you stopped lying and finally see right
I couldn’t believe that you wouldn’t tell me what you needed from me instead you started to say that
We’re only a train ride away
We are only a train ride away
But we can’t forget what we said
It’s time to find ourselves, grow up and go our own way
You could come down
Or I could go on up
Let’s avoid this
You keep forgetting you’re 300 miles away
You never ask me to because you want me to
You have that look in your eyes
From when we started out
You never ask me to because you want me to
You have that look in your eyes
When we started out
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8. |
Bitter
03:02
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Well maybe this nights not as good as you wish it were
And maybe this buzz won't stop you from feeling hurt
But you go out anyway
But this nights is coming to a bittersweet end you look at me and you said
It's in your head it's in your head I see that look in your eyes
It looks like I left again
Well it’s a bitter sweat end It’s bitter sweat
You might be feeling all alone but it’s really all because it’s another bitter sweat end it’s just a bitter sweet
When you’re all alone, and it’s all been said and done is it a bitter sweat end? Is it a bitter sweet?
When you’re driving home and there's no one the roads, it's a bittersweet end it’s a bittersweet end
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9. |
Hollis
00:35
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You're pretty good.
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10. |
Where'd You Go?
04:51
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Let’s go I don’t wanna be here anyway
I know you don’t even want me here anyway
You say you think you’ll find the time but I know that it’s just not right it won’t be real life but I know
You can keep on saying that you will be around
Didn’t want to let you down and that’s on me cause I don’t know what to say
I know you don’t even want me anyway
If I go you wouldn’t even notice anything
You say you think you’ll find the time but I know that it’s just not right it won’t be real life but I know
You can keep on saying that you will be around
Didn’t want to let you down and that’s on me cause I don’t know what to say
So we both just walk away
Empathy where’d you go
Honesty where’d you go
Can’t believe the come and go
Caught beneath the undertow
Sanity where’d you go
Clarity don’t know
Can’t believe the come and go
Caught beneath the undertow
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11. |
Lilac
03:59
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You’re sinking deeper now
Into thoughts of someone else
And you finally feel it
You’re sinking deeper now
You think it’s hard to tell
But you finally feel it you finally feel it now
Forget about the feeling now
You have so much to live for
But you finally feel it you finally it now
It’s not the same as it once way or even relatively close and if keeps on moving this way I’m gonna have to say I’ll go
I know it’s harsh but come on now
Too bad, so sad your always finding ways around the words and situations that you tell me now
But I know
Your sinking deeper now
Into thoughts of someone else
I hope you finally feel it
I hope you can’t believe yourself
Forget about the feeling now
You have so much to live for
I hope you finally feel like that
It’s not the same as it once way or even relatively close and if keeps on moving this way I’m gonna have to say I’ll go
I know it’s harsh but come on now
Too bad, so sad your always finding ways around the words and situations that you tell me now
But I know I won’t change your mind
But I know you’ll never think I’m right
I know it’s hard your always finds ways around you’re always thinking of yourself never putting anyone before yourself
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